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its been one fantastic year blogging.
and i think this chapter has come to its end.
i feel like writing more personal stuffs now and for that...
i am going back to basics.
i am starting on a diary today.
a new one for a new year.
before i end...
thanks to all who has been reading and enjoying all i have to say
thanks for all your encouraging words when i was very down
thanks for all the concern ... some even from strangers.
thank you alot.
i wont be deleting the blog like i deleted my previous one.
i would like to keep this one as a memory.
if ever i feel like blogging again, will tell ya'll.
but ... from this year on...
things are gonna take a huge turn.
especially after march.
i will miss all of you
before i leave, let me just say something...
treasure your loved ones when there are there next to you
you will feel real sorry for the lost times once when they are gone...
have a great year ahead =)
lotsa love.
Ishy
* The girlllllllies =)* * Peeku darl and Ishy =P* *hahahaha. i love this pic. sorry Miki =P* *Ishy and sweet Phoebe =)* *OMG. Loo dear acting cute. and don be deceived by his looks! =P* * I super lovedddddd the mangoooooooooooooo thing * *Girls and pictures.. you should know riteeeee..... =P* *The presents grouped =D* * And i got number 1!!! super cute wrapping =)* * The present revealed.... nice rightttttt!* * A closer look at it =)* woke up at 11 plus only..
headache siaaaaa
wasnt feeling very good also
then realized its.....its.....
its christmas eve!
and it was a fun christmas eve =)
met up with my Achema colleagues for christmas eve lunch!
so glad most of them could make it larrrrr....
missed them so much!!
we went to shokudo(japanese food bazaar)
caught up and laughed alotttt =)
and oh....there was gift exchange too!!!!
i got richard's gift! super cute teddy and a bath towel..
loved it larrrr ....anyways... less talking and more pictures!! enjoyyyyy
* LOVEEEEEEE YA. muacks *
lotsa love.
*towards the end.... yamonee is bringing sexaaaay back =P*time for real updates people!!!
okay.
mom and dad are not coming back for xmas and new year
kinda expected it
was sad but now used to it
so im happy in a way
anyways...
im soooo looking forward for tonight
my elder bro is coming back from his supposedly- 3-days-now-1-week -trip
from kl!!
bee missing him like crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
hahahaha.
there's no one like him
just the thought of him strikes a smile on my face
past few days..ive been strange
anyways... im getting back to normal now
i think i have changed to a point where there are only traces of my old self left
im not gonna go on being the "new" me
so I have decided...
im going to try my best to bring my oldself back
that innocent ishy
hahahaha
anyways...
people are supposed to accept for who you are right? then why change?
so yeah ...
:)
anyways... here is the long pending update on THAT FATEFUL NIGHT
that night was my first night clubbing. yeah. you heard me right
people made a big hoo-haa that Im going clubbing
ehem ehem. I know I have this good girl image and all and I still am good okay
does going clubbing makes u a bad one =P
hahaha. anyways... all that I need is my elder bro's support and so he did.
He said : Ishu... take this (cash) and enjoy yourself to the max. Let it all out
and so I did!!!!! hahaha. wad a obidient sister righttttt? =P
so we went to Dbl O (ishy, wawa, yamoneeee, fil, milan, bhavesh, sadha, ram, alvin, ah foo, andrew, alan, sadha's friendssssssssssss, wawa's friendssssssssssssssssssss..thats abt it i guess)
dancedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd the night away.
hahahahaha.
OMG OMG. super fun larrrr.
not gonna elaborate much ... mayb u all should know fil and yamonee are good at grinding?
hahahahahaha
oh but the queen was wawa's friend niz!
hahahaha. anyways... i enjoyed and thanks to all that made it work!and thanks for sadha for being a great body guard! *cough cough*
and here are the pictures... its all jumbled up....
super lazy wanna arrange la...
enjoy!!!
*awwwwwww*
*alvin, sadha, and his friend =)*
* sadha the body guard =P*
*fun times =P*
*dinner... while waiting for bhavesh*
*touch up times at restroom ;)*
* M & Ms .. sorry not for sale =P*
* I loveeeeeeeee these girlsssss*
* during the make up session in my house :)* and so it ended...hahaha.thats all for now people.lotsa love.
it just seems so quiet
it just seems so empty
life is a funny thing
altho there are so many people around you
you still feel like there are none
altho you have all the possible relationships
you still feel like there are none
how do u make people understand that you want them?
that u need them
i really dont know
some might just be too engaged in their personal commitments
im guessing the luckiest people on the planet are not the ones with the money
they are the ones whom their loved ones spend their times with
no matter how busy their loved ones are
no matter how tied up their loved ones are
just a small message from their loved one to them
really can make a great difference
well, im not as lucky
altho I have all the relationships
there is this empty feeling
the people I love the most are busy
and they are far far away from me
they are there in the happy times
but, wad about the sad times
little they realized that I need them more now
maybe its my fault
I dont speak up
but I dont want to spoil their fun
after all everyone wants to have a good time and enjoy themselves first
yes, the world is selfish
i agree
I wish for so many things
I wish my parents were here
I wish Ram would talk to me more
I wish I can go to dinner with my elder bro tonight
I wish I had a best friend
I wish this week will zoom past
I wish he was there for me no matter what
I wish he spends more time with me
I wish someone greets me with a hug when I come home
I wish someone will make me smile 24 hours
I wish someone will make me foreget loneliness
I just wish someone would hug me and say everything is gonna be alright ...
I need to clear my mind
I am pretty disturbed
I am going to my closest mate for now..
no matter wad..she is there for me.
She's my bed.
I need her now and need her badly
alot has been happening.
Fyp project..EXCO commissioning... plans for night out with my girl friends and stuff..
no mood to update on anything
i reallllly realllly missss my parents alooooottttttttttttt.
i tot i can have a MERRY christmas and a HAPPY new year with them ...
was really hoping for a reunion.
i am still.
i reallly hope you guys come back.
suddenly, i feel so empty.
it hurts. i love you mom and dad. pls come back soon.
your little girl is waiting for you.
=(
hello people!!!
good newssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
attachment done and completed! yeay!!!!
extra 100 bucks for being a good intern :P
im gonna miss my sunshine, Miki tho.
other than that... im superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr happy to get back to poly with my friends!
on friday, after completing the last day at attachment....
went to Changi airport to receive yamonnnneeeeeee, filza and the rest of the group
that wentg to aussie for attachment.
OMG! it was supeeeerrrrr good reuniting with all of themmmmm..
shu fung, wawa and amady was also there...
so yeahhhhhhhh...
im really really happy =)
on Monday final year project (fyp) starts and so the fun!!
yeayyyyyy
am happy!
catch ya soon!
loads of love.
thanks for the love people.
appreciate it loads.
and yeah, Im good. thanks to those who were concerned about me :)
been sick the past few days.
the bad part is the body aches. and the worst part is the drowsy antibiotics.
it just kinda draggggggggggggggs my day.
and to make it even worse... Miki is not in the office.
anyway, its only one more week.
yeah. ONE MORE! :D:D:D:D
the only ineteresting thing that happened was...
VARANAM AAYIRAM! hahahah
omg. I sooooo love that movieeeeeeeeeeeeee.
You shouldnt miss that movieeee man.
complete package of love, comedy, sentiments, pain, struggle and victory.
It just strikes a smile on my face :)
SCL commissioning is coming soon.
and excos are having a gathering soon. Thanks to Reg and Val.
Its really been a great year with them.
Will do a post for my Excos some time soon.
We were a great team :)
I mean all the effort that we put in really paid off at the end of the day :)
& the coming year, you have a fabulous comm too!
so its gonna rock all the way sia..
good luck guys !
cant wait to see ya'll on 2nd and 3rd Dec :)
thanks for everything
what's yours is mine and what's mine is yours <3
