Ishy

2009-01-02T20:10:00.003+08:00

its been one fantastic year blogging.
and i think this chapter has come to its end.
i feel like writing more personal stuffs now and for that...
i am going back to basics.
i am starting on a diary today.
a new one for a new year.
before i end...
thanks to all who has been reading and enjoying all i have to say
thanks for all your encouraging words when i was very down
thanks for all the concern ... some even from strangers.
thank you alot.
i wont be deleting the blog like i deleted my previous one.
i would like to keep this one as a memory.
if ever i feel like blogging again, will tell ya'll.
but ... from this year on...
things are gonna take a huge turn.
especially after march.

i will miss all of you
before i leave, let me just say something...
treasure your loved ones when there are there next to you
you will feel real sorry for the lost times once when they are gone...

have a great year ahead =)

lotsa love.
Ishy

2008-12-24T21:36:00.007+08:00

woke up at 11 plus only..
headache siaaaaa
wasnt feeling very good also
then realized its.....its.....
its christmas eve!
and it was a fun christmas eve =)
met up with my Achema colleagues for christmas eve lunch!
so glad most of them could make it larrrrr....
missed them so much!!
we went to shokudo(japanese food bazaar)
caught up and laughed alotttt =)
and oh....there was gift exchange too!!!!
i got richard's gift! super cute teddy and a bath towel..
loved it larrrr ....anyways... less talking and more pictures!! enjoyyyyy

* The girlllllllies =)*

* Peeku darl and Ishy =P*

*hahahaha. i love this pic. sorry Miki =P*

*Ishy and sweet Phoebe =)*

*OMG. Loo dear acting cute. and don be deceived by his looks! =P*

* I super lovedddddd the mangoooooooooooooo thing *

*Girls and pictures.. you should know riteeeee..... =P*

*The presents grouped =D*

* And i got number 1!!! super cute wrapping =)*

* The present revealed.... nice rightttttt!*

* A closer look at it =)*

* LOVEEEEEEE YA. muacks *

so here's wishing you a MERRY CHRISTMAS =)
lotsa love.

2008-12-21T12:21:00.004+08:00

time for real updates people!!!
okay.
mom and dad are not coming back for xmas and new year
kinda expected it
was sad but now used to it
so im happy in a way
anyways...
im soooo looking forward for tonight
my elder bro is coming back from his supposedly- 3-days-now-1-week -trip
from kl!!
bee missing him like crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
hahahaha.
there's no one like him
just the thought of him strikes a smile on my face
past few days..ive been strange
anyways... im getting back to normal now
i think i have changed to a point where there are only traces of my old self left
im not gonna go on being the "new" me
so I have decided...
im going to try my best to bring my oldself back
that innocent ishy
hahahaha
anyways...
people are supposed to accept for who you are right? then why change?
so yeah ...
:)

anyways... here is the long pending update on THAT FATEFUL NIGHT
that night was my first night clubbing. yeah. you heard me right
people made a big hoo-haa that Im going clubbing
ehem ehem. I know I have this good girl image and all and I still am good okay
does going clubbing makes u a bad one =P
hahaha. anyways... all that I need is my elder bro's support and so he did.
He said : Ishu... take this (cash) and enjoy yourself to the max. Let it all out
and so I did!!!!! hahaha. wad a obidient sister righttttt? =P
so we went to Dbl O (ishy, wawa, yamoneeee, fil, milan, bhavesh, sadha, ram, alvin, ah foo, andrew, alan, sadha's friendssssssssssss, wawa's friendssssssssssssssssssss..thats abt it i guess)
dancedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd the night away.
hahahahaha.
OMG OMG. super fun larrrr.
not gonna elaborate much ... mayb u all should know fil and yamonee are good at grinding?
hahahahahaha
oh but the queen was wawa's friend niz!
hahahaha. anyways... i enjoyed and thanks to all that made it work!and thanks for sadha for being a great body guard! *cough cough*
and here are the pictures... its all jumbled up....
super lazy wanna arrange la...
enjoy!!!

*towards the end.... yamonee is bringing sexaaaay back =P*

*awwwwwww*

*alvin, sadha, and his friend =)*

* sadha the body guard =P*

*fun times =P*

*dinner... while waiting for bhavesh*

*touch up times at restroom ;)*

* M & Ms .. sorry not for sale =P*

* I loveeeeeeeee these girlsssss*

* during the make up session in my house :)*

and so it ended...

hahaha.

thats all for now people.

lotsa love.

2008-12-17T14:05:00.005+08:00

it just seems so quiet
it just seems so empty
life is a funny thing
altho there are so many people around you
you still feel like there are none
altho you have all the possible relationships
you still feel like there are none
how do u make people understand that you want them?
that u need them
i really dont know
some might just be too engaged in their personal commitments
im guessing the luckiest people on the planet are not the ones with the money
they are the ones whom their loved ones spend their times with
no matter how busy their loved ones are
no matter how tied up their loved ones are
just a small message from their loved one to them
really can make a great difference
well, im not as lucky
altho I have all the relationships
there is this empty feeling
the people I love the most are busy
and they are far far away from me
they are there in the happy times
but, wad about the sad times
little they realized that I need them more now
maybe its my fault
I dont speak up
but I dont want to spoil their fun
after all everyone wants to have a good time and enjoy themselves first
yes, the world is selfish
i agree

I wish for so many things
I wish my parents were here
I wish Ram would talk to me more
I wish I can go to dinner with my elder bro tonight
I wish I had a best friend
I wish this week will zoom past
I wish he was there for me no matter what
I wish he spends more time with me
I wish someone greets me with a hug when I come home
I wish someone will make me smile 24 hours
I wish someone will make me foreget loneliness

I just wish someone would hug me and say everything is gonna be alright ...

I need to clear my mind
I am pretty disturbed
I am going to my closest mate for now..
no matter wad..she is there for me.
She's my bed.
I need her now and need her badly

2008-12-04T22:28:00.004+08:00

alot has been happening.
Fyp project..EXCO commissioning... plans for night out with my girl friends and stuff..
no mood to update on anything

i reallllly realllly missss my parents alooooottttttttttttt.

i tot i can have a MERRY christmas and a HAPPY new year with them ...
was really hoping for a reunion.
i am still.
i reallly hope you guys come back.

suddenly, i feel so empty.

it hurts. i love you mom and dad. pls come back soon.
your little girl is waiting for you.

=(

2008-11-30T12:42:00.004+08:00

hello people!!!
good newssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
attachment done and completed! yeay!!!!
extra 100 bucks for being a good intern :P
im gonna miss my sunshine, Miki tho.
other than that... im superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr happy to get back to poly with my friends!
on friday, after completing the last day at attachment....
went to Changi airport to receive yamonnnneeeeeee, filza and the rest of the group
that wentg to aussie for attachment.
OMG! it was supeeeerrrrr good reuniting with all of themmmmm..
shu fung, wawa and amady was also there...
so yeahhhhhhhh...
im really really happy =)
on Monday final year project (fyp) starts and so the fun!!
yeayyyyyy

am happy!
catch ya soon!

loads of love.

2008-11-20T10:07:00.003+08:00

thanks for the love people.
appreciate it loads.
and yeah, Im good. thanks to those who were concerned about me :)
been sick the past few days.
the bad part is the body aches. and the worst part is the drowsy antibiotics.
it just kinda draggggggggggggggs my day.
and to make it even worse... Miki is not in the office.
anyway, its only one more week.
yeah. ONE MORE! :D:D:D:D
the only ineteresting thing that happened was...
VARANAM AAYIRAM! hahahah
omg. I sooooo love that movieeeeeeeeeeeeee.
You shouldnt miss that movieeee man.
complete package of love, comedy, sentiments, pain, struggle and victory.
It just strikes a smile on my face :)

SCL commissioning is coming soon.
and excos are having a gathering soon. Thanks to Reg and Val.
Its really been a great year with them.
Will do a post for my Excos some time soon.
We were a great team :)
I mean all the effort that we put in really paid off at the end of the day :)
& the coming year, you have a fabulous comm too!
so its gonna rock all the way sia..

good luck guys !
cant wait to see ya'll on 2nd and 3rd Dec :)

thanks for everything
what's yours is mine and what's mine is yours <3

2008-11-14T15:49:00.003+08:00

there is no kindness in your words.
you've changed.
overnight.
truth hurts. I know.
I thought you could take it.
you appear so strong on the outside. What happened to all that confidence .
I dont know.
it wasnt easy for me either.
when people spoke.
I cried.
Now, im trying to improve myself.
I have to sacrifice alot. it is painful.
things dont come easy in life.
I dont know what I said that the rest hadn't.
you seem so cold.
I can feel the hatred in your tone and messages.
I wonder how can u turn so cold in just one night towards someone you said was the most precious in your life.
I offered to be there for you, to help you.
You refused.
I don deserve wad you said at all.
You stabbed me.
but I survived.
When I tried to go way outta myself to be nice, it just feels like you just gave me a tight slap in the face.
you couldnt have been any ruder.
I am not ready to talk to you any soon

*To anne*
Thanks for sticking by my side bro.
You are the best bro in the world.
I cant love anyone more than how much I love you.
You are really very special to me.
I don care what people wanna say la.
Couldn be bothered anymore.
I am strong coz I know you will be beside me forever.

Love ya bro :)

2008-11-07T11:05:00.002+08:00

life's been moving on just fine
a little too fine until it gets boring
yeap. the same old routine
wake up. work. come back. go out. sleep.
gosh.

but yesterday, got a slight break from the monotonous life.
met up with my secondary school friends!
omg. it was so nice seeing all of them
some changed for the better!
and some remained the same
had a good laugh and dinner at pizza hut, then off to dessert in amk coffeeshop
thanks for the great time guys :)

and on wednesday i took off from work to go back to nyp for the exco interview
i read shu fung's blog the day before and she said she was missing me alot
and wanted to see me...
so, i decided to surprise Ms Shu fung!hahaha
it was good la.
you should have seen her reaction!
she ran over and gave me a big warm hug :D
thanks dear!
and then catched up with her awhile and went for lunch with her.
passed her some of the murukus that was left over from Deepavali.
Amaizingly Wawa tried it and couldnt get over the taste!hahahah
will do more next time and pass to you so that you can stock up wawa :)

so, thats all for this week.
actually I'm left with 3 weeks of attachment and I cant wait to get over it!
Altho I love my colleagues to the max, I cant wait to get back with my friends in NYP

much love.

2008-11-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

you're like my dad to me.

hope you have a speedy recovery.

i'll definitely pray for you.

Lotsa love.

2008-10-28T21:05:00.008+08:00

HELLO!!!
omg. it was one hell of a deepavali!
FUN!FUN!FUN!
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed it larr.
i did everything i listed and more!
1. baked chocolate cookies
2. went for Aegan, tamil movie
3. temple
4. visiting
5. EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT
6. LAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!
7. wore the prettiest costume from my entire collection
8. collected $$ packets :P:P
9. crackers!!!!
10. did a kolam! :P:P

but the best part is catching up with my cuzzies after god knows how long!
we chatted and chatted and chatted.
still not enough sia!!!
there is really sooooo freaking much to talk about!
OMG. i didn realize i missed them so much till i saw those faces!
all are sooo grown up and busy with their own stuffs.
this deepavali was a perfect break to relax, rejuvinize and rejoice! :D
i had a blast la...
cant really explain in words.. it was just TOO GOOD.
thank you god. :)
hope all of you had a blast too!
and here comes the awaited photos! (especially for wawa :P:P)

* It was great baking with her! :P*

*Even anne is baking cookies with us! SEE!:P*

*The delicious result! *

*working hard on my 1st real kolam!*

* The end result that I was beaming about :D*

* Ishy :)*

*It was just a thought captured*

*with lovely aunty and cuzzies :)*

* Madhu and Ishy*

* A photo with SARA is a MUST! :D*

*siblings on deepavali :D*

* Ram:"Ishy, this is how you make a wish!"*

*I wish .........*

* Up and high above it rose...*

*BOOOOM! and it shines :)*

******************************

AND MY FAV PHOTO!

*take two!:P*

but, i missed you so.

very very very much.

cant wait to hear your comforting voice again

lotsa love.

2008-10-24T23:41:00.005+08:00

Ms Pei Qi left the office :(
she finished her internship.
im gonna miss her loads. i mean TRUCK LOADS.
she's the very funny type.
one of my main motivation to get my ass to work!
PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE KKKKKKUUUUU!
i will miss ya darl.
keep in touch yea!
and I hope you like the bag that Miki and I got ya!
muacks.

but now, for the good news...no i mean GREAT NEWS...
the long awaited and deserving break is here!
its gonna be an extra long weekend for me and my bros!
we even took leave on tuesday :P
we are going to johor to celebrate deepavali with my wonderful cuzzies!!!!!!!!!!
HOOORAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :)

so, here's wishing you advanced "HAPPY DEEPAVALI/ DIWALI!"
lets all have a great day of fun!
wad I wish all of us will do is...

1. go to temple :P (Altho I know some lazy pigs wont go :P:P)
2. eat lotsa sweets and murukus and home made biscuits decorated with all sorta colours
3. laugh our hearts out
4. burn thousands of crackers
5. wear the most gorgeous/hunkiest traditional costumes on planet earth
6. visiting!!!! and collect some cash from generous aunties and uncles :D
7. photo taking to the maxxxxxxxx!!!

its gonnnnaaa be FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN!
cant wait.

its gonna be good.

lotsa love.

2008-10-21T22:42:00.004+08:00

a big thank you to Ms PEI QI for helping me renew my blogskin!

hahaha :)

i luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuv it!

anyway, its already the 7th week of attachment!
see how fast the time flies!

OMG! SUKA! :D
5 more weeks and I will be back to NYP babeh with my darls :)

cant wait!
actually nothing interesting has been going on recently...

just the same old schedule.

actually no motivation to get up and go to work in the mornings le...

haiyoooo :(

but got to bloody force myself up.

thank god for super nice colleagues... if not thats the end of the world!

lol.

anyway, I got so bored at work.. so I googled "Ishy" (my nick name)

under the "I'm feeling lucky" tab...

i never knew what that tab means and I still have no clue...

guess wad appeared as the first search result!?

1. ishy
Awesome, cool, sweet, great, original, hot, nice, wonderful, cute, etc ... Any positive adjective you want it to mean
You're not ishy enough to say ishy!

HAHAHAHA.

So don say ishy coz you're not ishy enough to say ishy :P:P

and im missing my baby cuzzie, Adhav badly.

here's a pic of me and my darl :)

so much for now.

will probably do a deepavali update next week!

*fingers crossed*

nites people!

2008-10-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

im missing you.
come back soon.

2008-10-10T10:10:00.008+08:00

fun! fun! fun! fun!nothing but fun!
:D
past few days had been so good!
& the best part...
i caught up with bestie yesterday!!!! :)
yeay!
after 6 bloody weeks i tell you!
it was sooooo very nice to see her after a long long long time.
I just realized how much I missed her after seeing her...
and surprisingly Ms Shu Fung started talking alot. i mean ALOT.
hahaha. she's now into all the hot topics and gossips :P
she and her labby are getting on very well and its nice to hear that..
after work..went to dinner with her at subway and
then went for a chocolate fondue at Andersons.
we talked..and talked and talked...
there were so many things to talk man.
and we never ran outta topics.
She made me believe Dr Henry is the best FYP supervisor
on planet earth! ;) lucky you darl!
will catch up with her soon together with Wawa and probably with Amandy too.
Thanks for the wonderful night darl!
and the other day Yamoneee called from Australia..was super shocked la!
it was great catching up with her too! i miss you darl.
come back soon!
im waiting...

besides that, I had been going for movies two days in a row with my bros.
Eagle eye and Big Stan.
Eagle Eye was awesome! really loved that fella.
Siblings bonding had been going on at its peak :P

other than that, work only la...
life's busy and I like it this way.
:)

here are some pictures of bestie and I:

*Thank you for coming into my life, my bestie.*

*The couple chocolate fondue :)*

*"My trademark look"- quoted from wise Shu Fung :P*

not much time left. im gonna miss all this.♥

2008-10-05T16:53:00.003+08:00

okay Ms Yamonee!!
will do an update for ya :)
really no mood to blog these days...
hahahaha.
anyway, just a quick update yeah...
went to Sentosa with colleagues..
super fun! :) cycled..and went for a few rides and got to know new friends...
and had a hearty laughter!
and then catched 2 tamil movies... sakarakatti and dham dhoom.
it was okay la...
i cant wait for deepavali!!!!
gonna reunite with my cuzzies after a longgggggggggggggggggggggg time!
excited!!!!
hopefully all goes well :)
besides that, work has been busier than ever..
time flies....
hope i can catch up with shu fung and wawa this week!
sat and sun can get a lil boring tho..
but need a break after 5 days of tiring work
so yeah..
thats about it.
take care people.

-things have changed. alot.-

2008-09-21T23:43:00.005+08:00

heyya people! long time eh...
well.. partly coz i am pretty occupied... partly no mood to blog.
hahaha.
so... planned to write after a long time...
about my presentation..
it was quite good la...
managed to deliver it the way i wanted:)
but a sad news...
steffy left :(
& so did all the joy and happiness that she brought to the office with her.
the two weeks that I spent with her was awesome!
love ya loads Ms Steffy!
im so glad that I gotta know ya :)
so... last thursday my darling colleagues, some of their Bfs and I went to...
Sakura, Clementi for Steffy's farewell dinner..
we all enjoyes ourselves to the max!!!
the night was filled with food... laughter...jokes... and more food!
hahahahaha.
what a night it was! super good :)
here are some pictures of the night...

*ehem..ehem... LoO??? Steffy is just smilingggggggggggggg away! :p*

*new found friends :)*

* we LOVE you Steffy darl... muackz!*

* Miki's bf,Miki, Steffy, Robby & Peng Nan :)*

* The girls of the office... love them loads! :)*

*Pei Qi's bf, Pei Qi, Steffy and Ishy :)such a nice photo! *

* the whole family :)*

sometimes i just wonder why I miss you so much.

stupid. really stupid.

but still, I miss you.

2008-09-14T11:37:00.002+08:00

okay so the first week of attachment ended.
and ive got a presentation to do tmr!
gosh.
hope it goes well.
so far work has been okay.
but colleagues are super fun!
hahaha.
we laugh through out the day.
thanks for the great time guys.
Steffy is leaving next week tho :(
she's my senior intern.
im supposed to replace her.
i don want her to goooooo. she's super fun la.
haiz.
anyway, nothing much interesting has been happening in my life now
its pretty normal la
oh... yesterday went to johor with my elder bro..
spent the entire day with him .... :D
walked ALOT... shopped... caught a movie.. ate and came back only at night la..
was super good!
its been long since we had our siblings bonding session ;)
so we decided to do it more often!
hahahaha.

i miss my friends alooooooooooootttttttttttttttttttttt.
guess when you get attached alone, you remember all the good times you had as a group.
haiz.
we might be meeting up the coming week. *hopefully*
but 2 of my darlz are in aus!
haiyooo.... come back fast darlz!
missin ya'll.

missing you alot Mr K.

2008-09-09T21:42:00.004+08:00

i am back :)

trip to india was great.

i wont be updating on it tho coz of some personal reasons.

as a whole all went well and im back to the routine life here.

attachment just started and the past 2 days had been pretty boring.

strict bosses but nice colleagues.

guess its kinda balanced

feeling super tired mentally...

need a few days to get use to the work life

not gonna blog much

will talk more when i have the mood to

*for the special you*

thanks for coming into my life

life certainly seems brighter

its all because of you

i was sooo wrong

you make me happier

you will always be in my heart

coz even the smallest thing you do makes me super happy

im the luckier one

you and the people around you have so much love for me

sometimes its overwhelming

in a good way

i love it

just gimme a lil more time

to forget and start afresh

i cant wait for next year

i will be a new me

this i promise you

and one day i'll feel the same as you do

i miss you and the late night times we spent together .

i want more long rides, windy nights and old music.

you make me :)

2008-08-30T05:33:00.002+08:00

to all the peeps going to australia, here's a msg:

take care ya'll and im so sorry i cant be at the airport to send you off.
but don worry! i will come to receive you all three months later and i make sure
i get my ass there! ;)
i 'll miss my darlz like crazy :(
be good and hope everything goes well for you all

& lastly,

WHAT HAPPENS IN AUSSIE STAYS IN AUSSIE! :P

& to the rest in singapore,

adios singapore.
i will be back in a week.

Till then,
Much love.

2008-08-28T21:41:00.008+08:00

& the long awaited day finally came!
lets say the magic word one more time...
MEEEEEEEERRRRRRDDDDDDDDDEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
(freedom in malay)
hell yeah babe!
280808 :)
awesome day!
exams finally ended at the stroke of 11.01 am (yeah 01!)
thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..... met up with my class
for our final class gathering.
tsk tsk.
most of us will be heading in different ways.
its really really a sad thought.
so we as a class went to Aangan to "say goodbye" for the one last time.
im soooooooooo gonna miss the peeps who are going to australia!
i will miss shang feng's cold jokes...
filza's advices and gossip talks..
yamone's split personality acts and her hyper days
milan's funny jokes and her loud character
even nicholas!he's been such a good friend and i wont ever forget his help
when i was such a mess in packing for Ohio!hahaha
and constance too! her birthday is coming in september but we cant celebrate it together!
i still remember she came knocking on my door at 3am on my birthday to sing me
my birthday song... i asked her y 3am? she said she overslpet!hahaha. super cute la!
After lunch... went to to watch WALL-E with my darlz!
it was not too bad. with minimal dialogues. but i guess you have to connect with the character
to understand the story....
after that rushed to meet elder bro to do more shopping!hahaha
he was kinda pissed that i was a lil late... but i managed to make it up to him. :P
and and.. he got me this super nice dress!!!yeay! thats the second dress!
im saving that for india... so yeah..and i also got a pair of shoes!hahaha.
thats why i love shopping with my elder bro coz he is in my frequency! i told ya that he is the best bro in the whole world wad!!! :D
then we had dinner and headed home.
super tired now.. but yet to start packing!
tmr meeting up with all my darlz again for sentosa! :)
hope it doesnt rain!!!!!!!!!!!
and now, picture fiesta!
gathering theme: Black / white dress (decided by us :P)
so..let me introduce to you the fantastic six! and followed by some pics that we took for e day!

* Odd one out; but thumbs up to yamonee for her super cute top :P*

*the cherry sweet fil :)*

* The white chick, wawa! ;)*

*blue & white it is for the ever smiling one, Shu fung! :)*

*All sparkly in her first dress, Ishy :D*

*She loves the dark and oh yeah, mickey too!; thats amandy! :)*

*The white duo*

* The yellow pooh purse ends up getting the limelight!*

*best eva lab partner in the whole wide world and she's mine! hahaha :)*

*Yamoneeeee loves WALL-E and wawa settles with eva*

* why do all good things come to an end?*

dear MB 0602, you will be missed much.

thanks for all the sweet memories.

love ya'll! <3

2008-08-23T11:41:00.005+08:00

thought i will just do a short update!
3 down and only 2 more papers to gooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
OMG.
cant wait! :)
yesterday was fun!
went out to amk to eat with wawa, shu fung and yamoneeeee darlz after the exam paper
then we went shopping!
it just felt like all our papers ended.hahah
and guess what?
i bought a freaking dress!!!!!
yeah!hahaahaha. i cant believe it myself.
since we are having our glass gathering on the 28th..
friends all decided to have the dress theme....
they really insisted that i should wear a dress too!
so yeah.. after hours of choosing... and oh-so-endless visits to the fitting rooms..
and after deliberating all the comments and critics the trio gave me...
we did finally agree on this lovely white dress with black flowers and a black cardigan
its not over the top or anything... its just a simple and nice dress that fits my taste.
thats the first dress that im ever gonna wear!it was kinda odd trying out dresses
but it was so much fun!!hahahaha.
next time must go for more dress shopping with them!maybe for graduation dinner??
hahaha.
so yeah...
before my attachment thats like gonna start in 15 days
ive got 2 papers...2 outings..shopping to do.. and a trip to india with elder bro :)
hope all goes fabulously!

2008-08-20T22:56:00.003+08:00

& just when i thought the world was coming to an end,
little did i realize that it is gonna be a new beginning for me.
i wont be here very much longer.
wish to spend the rest of my time here to the best.
& by the time you realize.
im gone.

2008-08-14T22:54:00.004+08:00

post- little india madness.
friends have updated their blogs with the pix.
im too lazy to grab the pix and repost in my blog... so go to wawa's and filza's blog
if you wanna get a glimpse.
:P
got my final year project grouping.
omg la. im doing with Ah Foo, Wen Wen and Jun Jie
and supervised by Dr Mao.
super unexpected can?!
hahaha. hmmm. Dr Mao.. i know nuts about her... but wawa says shes a very nice person
so yeah...
hope all goes well.
besides that...nothing interesting happened la.
exams period la... haiz...
whole of august is dedicated to our final exam in NYP!
hahaha. feels so great! FINALE babeh.

oh..oh.. i bought 2 more of sophie kinsella's books!
hahahaha! yeay!
Shopaholic& sista and Shopaholic ties the knot!
call me crazy.
hahahaha. im not shopaholic but im Sophie-holic :)

before i fly off to inida for a week..
i hope i can go out with my five good friends
and have a class gathering.
coz i wont be seeing some of my darlz for 3 months.
off they go to australia!
:(
and the remaining three are all attached to different places.
OMG. i just hope attachment goes well.
i'll be missing you guys
from next month onwards.. u'll be hearing more of my attachment.
hahahaha

:P

* once upon a time *

2008-08-09T21:46:00.001+08:00

how shall i start?
ok, perfect.
Happy Birthday Singapore!
:)
you are 43 this year and i hope u have many more to come.
now, lets start shall we?
its gonna be a pretty long one with pictures some more.
hahaha.
ok. friday was interesting!
lets start off with Dr Henry and Shu Fung
Shu Fung rejected Dr Henry!
i mean his offer to work with his final year project....
she was kinda scared when she got to know her job scope.... to disect mice brains...
yuck.
i agree.
but well, wad was stunning is... Dr Henry's reaction.
He was kinda disappointed i'd say.
from his facial expressions!
and alot of students just came asking....
like they were really eager to work with him
and here we have Ms shu fung... rejecting the offer.
Its like... the hottest guy in college asks u out but u say NO?
hahahahaha.
well. i don think so he is gonna give up on Shu Fung.
i mean who wouldn want shu fung as their student?
she is this brilliant and obidient student.
she gives this, shut-up-and-hire-me, u-will-not-regret-look!
hahahahaha :P
well, so much for that. Don worry Dr Henry, she will definitely work for ya :)
and then, we went to eat lunch and snapping photos in the auditorium!
hahaha. it was fun :)
and then attended the national day celebrations.
it was something different and nice.
foreign theatre play i suppose.
and Andrew rocked the stage and i suppose it took alot for Mr Thomas to go up there too.
all in all it was great fun!
:)
then we went shopping at HeartLand mall.
and Wawa was the tour guide.
and there was this woman asking us fashion advice on whats nice and whats not on her.
it was kinda fun.
hahaha.
and guess what?
i bought 2 Sophie Kinsella books!!!!!
awesome!
i feel like im gonna collect them.
she is such an amaizing writer!
:)

and anyway, something happened today.
there was fire!
yes, bloody fire.
the cables outside my house were on fire.
i dont really know whats the cause but they were on fire.
i called the fire brigade and bro alerted the neighbours.
kinda shocking.
the fire brigade was awesome!
they arrived super fast!
it was spreading from the 10th floor... and i live on the 6th!
oh god.
thankfully all ended well.

and now, here are a few photos from the national day celebrations and shopping.
and btw, there are no pics on that fire incident.
u don expect me to be clicking away when there is a fire do you?
:P
enjoy.

*lets start with the awesome 5*

* and another shot of the five :)*

* err. they actually wanted to step fierce :p*

* Fil gives the red carpet smile while Alan shows off his support
for Singapore by wearing a red tie*

*The kinda dress u would wanna wear on National Day, learn it from the pro :)*

* The M&Ms, Milan and Meena :) *

*The flash loves the twins i suppose? *

* Where we ate prata *

* As Yamon goes, the kinda bolloywood shot i got when the wind was blowing my hair*

* I love this shot! when cowboy meets joker*

* The typical omg - i - really - won! look*

*AHHHH. *

* current addiction*

gosh. that was one long post.

im off to chat.

good night and i hope u enjoyed national day!

2008-08-07T20:30:00.003+08:00

phewwwwwwwwww.
four modules completed. outta 9.
5 more to go.
and thats it.
done with the freakin modules.
i can ALMOST feel the sweet taste of victory!
hahaha.
yep. i am gonna victoriously complete the studying and memorizing part!
hahahahaha.
yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!
got the attachment placing.
i got wad i requested. a bioenterprise company.
and best-est part is that its in Bishan!
wohoooooooooooo!!
hahaha. thats like darn near.
:)

but,but..
im attached alone sia.
its kinda scary when u have to report to a totally new place ALONE.
yeah. alone.
hope the people and nice and i get a mighty nice supervisor
who will gimme an excellent grade for my attachment :)
hahaha

well,well.
today had a great day with my girl friends!
filza, yamoneeee, shu fung, wawa, sly and I went exploring around India.
i mean Little India.
Had a fun timeeeeeeeeee!
Had lunch at Komalas (wawa came to poly just for that!tsk.)
haha. oh boy.... these girls just love the south indian food.
i suggested we should go to some north indian cuisine next time!
hahaha :)
and and... the sweets. the hot favourite, gulab jamun!hahaha
then started walking and walking and walking...
through the street shops....
shopping....
through mustafa..
shopping..
throgh the 'thief market'( i didnt know such a place existed so far!)
window shopping..
then to bugis...
i soooo wanted to get a bag sia.
aiyahhhhhhh.
was kinda disappointed that i couldnt find a bag that i liked.
haiz.
but had mango tango!ehem ehem. that kinda boosted my spirits a lil! hahaha.
it was niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
:)

roamed about 5-6 hours.
we were so excited today.
as wawa goes, we were kecoh gils today! :P
but wasted siakk... nvr bring camera.
but took a few photos using fil's and shu fung's camera..
will update the fotos when i get it from them.
so yeah....

tmr national day celebrations in poly.
its been fun for e past 2 years.
so yeah...
red and white it is!
:)

& back to proteomics report. the mega finale of all reports and presentations.
MEGA FINALE.

happiness will stay if you learn to see beyond the imperfections.
i didn't learn my lesson too late.
thank you god.
please help me to pull through this tough time.

2008-08-02T21:46:00.002+08:00

i want an angel.
creating for me a whole new world.
where are you my dear angel?
i'm waiting.
come soon please!

call me crazy.
& yea, i believe in angels

2008-07-30T23:52:00.005+08:00

it was brighter today.

caught up with my baby cuz sis today.

she seemed all grown up! and she was giving me advice...

not bad at all! there's a whole bunch of things that i could pick up from her i guess

love ya cuzzie! :)

time is flying awfully fast.
2 days of formal on friday and saturday.
hope all goes well.
flying off to India after exams for a week.
can't believe im gonna get outta NYP soon.
real soon.

PCT project presentations had been awesome!
most enjoyable project so far!
hahaha
there were even awards for the best actress, actor and group too!
super cool.
Ms Cherine Tan had put in alot of effort sia!
We soooo appreciate it Ms Tan :)

the thought about national day celebrations in poly excites me.
weird.
but somehow it does.
mayb the past two national days had been super awesome.
and this is the last national day im gonna celebrate in NYP.
mayb thats y?

hahaha.

and i did HAHA-ed alot just now with yamon, regina and WYD after club meet.
strange.

well thats wads been happening in my life recently.
STRANGE stuffs.

well. im too secretive to let out everything.
:P

good night and thats the end of my bed time post! :)

2008-07-27T15:40:00.003+08:00

i dont know if i had made the right decision
i really dont know it
im weird myself
my mind just strays off
and a million things just comes crashing
its strange
and its nearing
is it my age
or is it my feelings
i don't know
is it my gift
or is it my curse
i don't know
one thing that i'm sure about is
i'm not prepared
not at all
dear god,
please be with me
i need you now, now.
i am just a confused soul
please enlighten me and clear my mind
i need you to reassure me that I made the right decision
i really need you to do that

save me god.

i just don't wanna hurt anyone
i really dont
my heart says one and mind says another
its painful
it really is
for now only to me
i don't want other to experience it too

i don't know how long more i can fake the smiles.
i really don't know how long more i can hold on.

nothing was like it used to be

is it too much to ask for me to be happy
genuinely?

silence is deafening
yes it is

i just wish i was in someone else's body
and there was never this person called ishwarya meena
i really wish

and i purposely made this white.

2008-07-25T23:08:00.005+08:00

this post today has pictures!
hahahaha.
i know my blog is so freakin deprived of pictures.
so, today's a lucky day for ya'll!
hahaha.

well.
today was an interesting day indeed!
went to school for comm skill test... followed by a 1 hour lecture on Drug D.
we ended school at one.
then, my group and I did a lil on the proteomics project and report (had no choice lo!)
we ended at 3 and i sooooo freaking wanted to get my eyebrows done!
it really looked super bushy and super unglam.
really had no inspiration to look nice till today !
hahaha
and thanks to wawa darlz who recommended an awesome shop to trim my eyebrows
i tell you.... the lady was super patient and she did one hell of a good job!
i was like super satisfied! :)
and then we went shopping!hahaha
we wanted to get something nice for Ms Ler, our SCL club advisor
who will be leaving us very soon :(
Got her a beautiful rose boquet (fake one la..) and a big card!
and then came the funny part.
Wawa was craving for an apple pie...... (she got her craving from pushing daisies!hahaha)
we walked and walked and walked.
she was soooooo disappointed la.
but it was my turn to cheer her up
and suddenly this coffeeshop selling apple pie falshed across my mind.
so i brought her there.. omggggg... u should have seen how happy she was!!!
it wasn't just apple pies for her.... it was APPLE PIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha.
and then later in the evening was a "farewell dinner" for Ms Ler.
Ms Ang and the new advisor to be joined the Excos and the committee members for dinner
not all could make it tho.... but thanks a million for those who came down!
Went to Sakura International at Yck for dinner.
It was a nice night :)

*Sorry you are leaving :( *

* The boquet of 3 roses and the card*

* My personal msg for Ms Ler :)*

* Yamoneeeee acting cute but i was..... hmmmm..... *

* The very entertaining chin-lay couple :P *

*One nice shot with Yamoneeee darlz!*

* The welfare tradition! :P *

* shades of red, together*

* Ishy and Val :)*

* Regina: Wyd doesn wanna take a foto with me! SOOO SAD!*

* Wyd: ok la ok la... I give in la... smile for the camera!* awwwww

* The beautiful Ms Ler with the boquet of roses*

Dear Ms Ler,

You have been such a great advisor to the club

Thanks for spending your time and effort improving the club

You'll be missed greatly

I shall always cherish the experiences that I shared with you

Thank you for making me a better leader

Lotsa love.

2008-07-22T12:12:00.005+08:00

its been a while.
i realized.
just a very short one now.
yesterday was NAPFA.
and surprisingly it went better than i thought.
yeah. like really.
especially 2.4
i was kinda touched by the souls who encouraged me
when i was running on the track.
Joel, Immanuel, Wawa, Yamone, Amanda and Filza.
Ram tried the reverse psychology. ASS. :P
these voices kept me going.
and most importantly FILZA.
she's been really sweet and helpful.
yeah. thanks guru.

:)

and a special thanks to William How.
oh my. he'll be a great mentor.
He just kept us going.
He's such a motivator.
I dono why alot of people dont like him
I think he's perfectly ok!
hahaha.
Thanks Mr William How.
On my graduation, I will definitely get something for you!
:)

and something random that caught my eye.
mes-MRAZ-ed

:) if you don get it. cant really blame ya!hahahaha

im off to meet yamoneee for bioenterprise project.
cant wait for this to end.
it'll be a full stop to all nonsense.

brrrrrrrrrrrrrr

ok la. im just a lil sick and tired of all the year 3 stuffs.
SCL really can drain the hell outta you.
anyway, last year babeh!
gonna press on!

:)

c ya!

2008-07-13T18:07:00.003+08:00

There's no other love like the love for a brother.
There's no other love like the love from a brother.

~Astrid Alauda

Happy 23rd Birthday BRO.

You're the best bro that any girl could get.
no matter how many times I say it
Its still not enough
coz you are definitely much more than i could ask for

13 July, i will never forget this day till I close my eye.

I LOVE YOU ANNE

:)

2008-07-04T18:33:00.002+08:00

i've always thanked god for giving me great friends.

and here's something that you might have missed.

this was my bithday present from my friends

for my birthday when i was in Ohio.

one of the most memorable birthday gift ever its gonna be.

especially after i graduate.

I love you shu fung, yamonee, wawa and filza.

2008-06-30T20:00:00.002+08:00

the camp was good.
the last camp that we were gonna plan.
and there it goes.
all came to a good end.
all were happy.
i was happy too
:)

good jobs guys.
especially my excos and my cms.
great effort!
like always

:)

today is 30th june.
a special day.
it's my parents 25th wedding anniversary.
and they are in india.

:(

25 years of being together
must mean alot to these 2
all the ups and downs
all the tears and happiness
they went thru together
they raised three awesome children
who they were always proud of

happy wedding anniversary mom and dad
your awesome three will always love you :)

WE LOVE YOU.

and we miss you :(

so much for wanting to celebrate together.
haiz.

2008-06-27T18:35:00.002+08:00

finally.
i've been just waiting to say this word.
i really want to
shout my heart out
and here it goes
MERDEKA!MERDEKA!MERDEKA and freaking MERDEKA it is!
its a sensational word.
if you know the meaning :))
hahahaha.
i had freaking 5 days
to study for tortorous 6 subjects
and thank god,
i somehow pulled thru!
never once did i regret going to OHIO!
i never will
coz it was just too good.
TOO GOOD.

and now, RDC camp is gona start in 15 minutes.
here i am blogging
hahaha
just cant help it boy.

and i have two reports and a presentation due on sunday
busy week huh
but im still longing for a gooooooooooooood massage
which i wanted soooooooo long ago

gtg.
bye!

2008-06-22T14:52:00.003+08:00

this post is dedicated to all my friends who are stressed up from revisions for the last common test that they are gonna have in NYP :)

UPGRADE FROM BOYFRIEND TO HUSBAND

Dear IT Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower, gifts and jewellery applications that had operated flawlesslyunder Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and World Cup 2.0.

And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and HouseCleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?
Signed,

Desperate Housewife

***

Reply:Dear Desperate Housewife,

First keep in mind:Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, whileHusband 1.0 is an operating system.

Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED MEand download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0.If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 andFlowers 3.5. But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or LateNight Teh Tarik 6.1.Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will createSnoringLoudly.wav files.

Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 orreinstall another Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but itdoes have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance.

I personally recommend HotTasty Food 3.0 and Tongkat Ali 6.9.

Good Luck,
IT Support

:P
hope ya'll had fun reading it!
now someone gimme a wake up call
coz i cant seem to concentrate!!!!
arrrggghhh

2008-06-18T13:45:00.002+08:00

ok people!
finally im back!
hahahahahah
gosh.
wad a trip!!
im still amazed!
ive really gained alot
it has changed me
personally.
goshhhhhhh.
the people, the country!
oh myyyyy
actually u know wad?
i cant really describe it in words
really!
it's been real good!
ask nic or constance
:P
hahahahaha
im really glad i went
and i learnt!
and the 13 of us.
no matter wad.
things wouldn have been the same
even if one of us wasnt there!
thanks to all who made this trip a memorable one!
and extra special one for me
coz i celebrated my 19th bday there!
hahahahaha
:)
and ms.coRnstance had been super great as a room mate!
hahahahaha
thos wake up calls and those funny moments that we shared!
i shall cherish that!
hahahaha
and besides that.. nic has been super nice too!
hahahaha
and not forgetting the very very very awesome 3 from VJC and 7 from SJ!
oh my.. thinking abt these people only brings a smile to my face
they have been super sweeties.
and no regrets!

i agree i had been homesick for the first part of my journey...
but later...
hahahahaha.
as usual la
hahahaha.

we took close to a 1000 photos if we combined all our photos
so u have to wait for the photos till we collate all!
hahahahah
i do have some photos very close to my heart..
will upload it some time soon

and 2 most important people that i wont foget is
my physics prof, Dr Said and his assistant ED!
hahahahaha
all have benn superr nice to me.
especially these 2!
hahahah :)

and the most unforgettable part of the trip was the
farewell dinner
oh my. how sad
when we saw the video on wad we have been thru for the 13 days.
tears came down unknowingly.
really touching.

why do all good things come to an end?

i dono.
but it just does at one point.
and i guess we all have to live with it and move on.
and no matter wad.
this trip and the friends that i made

they'll be on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you.

2008-06-09T07:26:00.002+08:00

i really like Ohio. its really beautiful
everything is beautiful
the university, the people, the hospitality, the friends, the lecturers
but
somethings are missing
missing quite terribly
things that i love

i miss singapore.

i really do.

and costance has been very nice as a room mate
and she is pretty generous in sharing her things.
its a pity that i didn get to know her 2 years ago.
only in the 3rd year.
but, its never too late.

thanks a million constance.
you've been a great help.

:)

but again,

I miss Singapore.
pretty badly.

:(

2008-06-03T22:51:00.002+08:00

i feel like blogging.
i wanna talk.
i wanna express myself today.
you know something?
its gonna be pretty hard for me to forget this day in my life.
yeah.
wad a day it was!
emotional roller coaster.
wad happened tonight..
whoa..
unbelievable.
you were so supportive
and understanding
and caring
and u were all that i had never experienced before.
man.. i was ovewhelmed
yes i was.
and i never imagined the distance u would go for me.
thank you.
really thank you.
don give up on me.
one day i will feel the same as u do.
i know i will.
i need you...
to be with me all the way.
really,
all the way.

and to Jean,
u were awesome.
like seriously.
u were so genuine and sweet.
you are super animated.
and i loved that
and u really can make people laugh
:)

The night with Jean, Kanna and elder bro was really good.
and i'll be missing Kanna pretty badly i guess.
:(

and to all my friends who wished me a good trip,
thanks you all.
i really appreciate it.
it really sucks that i cant celebrate my birthday with u all
but its ok.
i hugged yamonee, fil and shu fung earlier..
suddenly felt heavy.
i dono.
but yeah..

im still not ready for Ohio
but i just hope these 12 days flies by
and i'll be back in Singapore.
Suddenly i just wanna wake up
tmr in Singapore.

adios Singapore.
i'll be back on 17 June.
wait for me.

the only mistake i did was not breaking the rules.

2008-05-30T22:02:00.002+08:00

shit.
something is definitely wrong with me.
i know.
i really know.
i hate myself now.
the person i am now is not who i am or who i used to be.
why?why?why?
i don wanna hurt anyone.
i don wanna hurt myself.
i want to be happy
and others around me to be happy too.
but wad keeps flashing
is the fake smiles.
yeah. fake.
especially at home.
i know i wont be like this foreva.
i will change.
i know.

got to take my mind off things when i went to pizza hut today
with yamon, wawa, fil and shu fung
then we headed to catch indiana jones
friends had been great
they are super supportive
thanks u guys!
they can really make me happy
:)

i don want sunday to come.
and if it comes, i hope all goes well.
my future lies in it.
and wad happens next will be decided on this sunday
my freaking future!
i hope i dont hurt anyone
i dont want to.
going to america now doesn't seem fun
infact it sucks.
really.
i dont wanna go.

:(

2008-05-24T12:53:00.002+08:00

:)

i am like getting lazier and lazier to update my blog.
hahaha.
i think some of my friends are really gonna kill me
if i delete this blog too.
hahaha
anyway,
past few days has been good.
first of all,
congrats to all the graduants!
i sooooooooooooooo feel like graduating also!
hahahaha.
all those blue stuffs they were wearing....
i cant wait to wear it too!!
one more year baby!
yes, only one more.
or even less!
hahahah.
anyway,
the next news, some might know it and some of you'll dont.
i wont be here for my birthday this year.
im going to Ohio(America) for a study trip with nicholas and constance.
it should be ok i guess.
the visa shit caused me headache.
but now all settled.
thank god.
actually it kinda sucks to celebrate my bday alone
but this type of opprtunities doesnt come often..
so decided to go ahead.
and the worst thing is i have common test in less than a week when i land
so i must rush like crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
don wanna think about that all.
haiz.

anyway,
i think im irritating the shit out of nic right now by asking what to pack for the trip
but he is being so nice by accomodating my stupid questions
he's like totally prepared.
and im like...
emmm....
don say already la..

hahaha.

ok..gtg.

bye!

:)

2008-05-19T13:54:00.003+08:00

kick off is over.
everyone was happy i hope.
all went smooth.
it was a job well done.
for me, it wasnt a smooth one.
anyway...
i wanna say something to:

*Joga Bonito players*
You guys did your best alright?!
no matter what people say... to me you guys are the best!
you did the best you all could
I love ya'll!

i just cant seem to concentrate after ram got injured.
anyway he is fine now...
thanks alot to : Shang Feng, Min Feng and Chin boon!
they were greatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt at their jobs!
this year so much drama and injuries.
gosh.
hahaha. but we had fabulous medics.. so yeah.. all saved!
and AK was great!
HAHAHAHAH.
i didn really see the match...
but people were so enthu and cheered all the way...
so yeah!!

and... i took a pic with ABU!hahahahaha.
he became much more handsome sia!
hahahaha.
shit, Alisa is gonna kill me. So, i'll stop. :P

and yesterday, went out for picnic with a very close family friend.
FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha. played soccer and cricket!
omg. and then monopoly!
hahahah
whole day was laughing away!
:)

and about the photos on kick off...
didnt take much ... and lazy to upload la.
will upload some other time.
haha

bye!
:)

beautiful just got lost, along the way.

2008-05-16T19:36:00.002+08:00

heyya!!! today's post is gonna be interesting!!! hahahaha :)
it might be helpful to some of you all..
hahahahahaha

BRILLIANT WAYS GIRLS TURN GUYS DOWN!

HE: I'm a photographer I've been looking for a face like yours!
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours!!

HE: May I have the pleasure of this dance?
SHE: No, I'd like to have some pleasure too!!!

HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE: I must have been given your share!!!

HE: Will you come out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry! I'm having a headache this weekend!!!

HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out!
SHE: Okay, get out!

HE: I think I could make you very happy
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?

HE: What would you say if I asked u to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time!

HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why, don't you already have one?

HE: Shall we go and see a film?
SHE: I've already seen it!

HE: Do you think it was fate that brought us together?
SHE: Nah, it was plain bad luck!!!

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

HE: Haven't I seen you someplace before?
SHE: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.

HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down .

HE: So, what do you do for a living?
SHE: I'm a female impersonator.

HE: Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE: Do not enter.

u at least smiled a little didn't you?!
:)

nites!
tmr is kick of people.
go JOGA BONITO!!

:D

2008-05-11T14:38:00.002+08:00

hello people!
ok.. last post was super emo..
but i couldn't help it..
well. this post will be a lighter one :)
past few days had been good.
MBID test was ok I would say...
not a total killer.
hahaha..
and yesterday i had a whole day out with yamoneeeeee.
we met up in school to do our project and then...
i went to get my hair all straightened!
hahaha. it's been sometime since i saw my hair straight and chinese.
haha..
so we spent four solid hours sitting and talking while 2 chinese guys were patiently doing my hair
yamonee was kinda excited coz they looked like jap
and they were super patient i tell you!
damn.. i loved the shop atmosphere.
people were super friendly!
especially the shop owner.
a special thanks to yamoneee who sat with me the whole way till i got my hair done.
how many friends could do that?!
haha :P
and then we went for dinner and shopping!
hahahaha.
so it was a nice day spent with yamonee darlz.
love ya babe!
:)
coming week is gonna be madness.
2 tests( super difficult modules)....
1 presentation that we barely got started on
and SCL soccer kick off!!!!
yes people!
coming saturday is the long awaited kick off!!!
some updates...
Dr Joel Lee, the diretor of SCL is playing!
hahaha. it's a little scary..
but we can manage :P
together with him.... AK and William How is also playing!
hahaha.
Mr William How has been super supportive for this kick off.
a special thanks to you Mr William!
and besides that Val and Regina are working their asses off for the event.
I'm sure its gonna be a success!
I am very proud of them :)
I am really lucky to get a committee like this.
hahaha :)
on top of all these,
today is a special day and im sure ya'll know it!

yea... MOTHERS' day!

hahaha :)
happy mothers' day to all the moms in the whole wide world!!!!
I love my mommy toooooooooooooooooooooo!
happy mothers' day mom!

i love you!

:)

2008-05-06T00:25:00.004+08:00

something happened today.
i was totally speechless.
i mean i didn't expect it all.
past week had been bad.
real bad.
nothing was going according to plan.
all those fake laughters.
school does make me happy.
temporarily.
what was going on inside me was a total different thing.
after today.
i feel the love from you
the love you had never shown me before.
was it you?
was it a change in you?
i don't know.
i really don't.
what in you made you fight for me like that?
what in you told you that your sister was drowning?
something must have triggered you.
i thought you hated me.
you gave me that cold shoulders always.
but you proved me wrong.
i was totally wrong.
and i've never been happier to be proven wrong.
i swear.
some people don't show out their love.
you are one of them.
yes you are.
we fight lots.
curse and swear.
you are short tempered.
and so am i.
you are impatient.
and so am i.
after all we are of the same blood.
Ram,
thanks for being there when i needed you the most.
i realized it today.
that you love me too.

& that's the meaning of us being twins.
here's something that i've never told him before.
i love you

we do have our differences.
but at the end of the day
all that counts is you were there for me.
yes you were.

:)

2008-04-30T22:36:00.002+08:00

week 3 of year 3 is gonna come to an end soon.
gosh.
time, can you pass a little slower?
seriously.
alot has been happening.
on monday... we got to meet our sports and wellness counterparts..
there are 3 guys and a malay girl in my group besides yamonee and fil.
the guys are friendly and easy going.
so...lucky us!
we even got Jackson (one of the guys) to be our project leader!
hahaha. and i tell you, we made the right decision.
he is super focused sia!hahaha
i was quite surprised.
our first session itself... we got down to business and started brainstorming for ideas
since bioenterprise is a 80% project based module...
we had to get a great idea so that we get great scores :)
and guess what?!
we so did a fantastic idea!!!!
YEAH!
and the best news was that we got our idea approved and it is also counted as an invention!
hoooooooray!
at last!
thank god.
we are entreprenuers cum inventors!
hahahaha
besides that....
SFG project has been driving me nuts.
it totally sucks and nothing less.
such a pain in the ass.
besides studies...
i watched OSO(om shanthi om) during the weekend.
it was my second time watching it.
but nevertheless, i still love that movie and especially the song.
Yamoneeeee and I had been singing a particular line since then...

''all the cool boys just make some noise and say OM SHANTHI OM!"

hahahaha.
addicted sia.

besides that..
all i can say is i am TIRED.
need some good rest.
shall c ya'll soon

take care people!
:)

2008-04-23T22:13:00.005+08:00

hello world!
it has been some time eh!
hahaha.
ok. i'm back :)
well.. was just freaking shagged these few days.
let me see...
went back to malacca on sat to complete some rituals
post grandma's funeral...
took the sunday bus back to johor coz we couldn't get the tix to singapore.
and it was like darrrrrn crowded.
we three siblings ended up walking frm Johor to Singapore customs.
haha. was not bad at all! coz it was at nite... so..ok la.
then... poly life has been super busy!
omg. i tell you.. i am yet to sort out the subjects first.
seriously. will get it done asap.
and then, yesterday went for Australia Vs NYP hockey match.
i was just in time for the guys match.
My elder bro asked me to come down and i went la
since both my brothers were playing against the australians...
went to offer siblings support!hahahah.
the australians were huge man! gosh.
and there was this guy who looked that he could qualify to play for all blacks,
the new zealand rugby team.
but seriously, they were great la.
by the time we finished and everything..it was almost 11.30pm...
and i had lectures at 8.30 am today.
super tiring!!!
anyways....
SCL Soccer Kick Off is coming people!
hahaha.
it's on 17th May this time.

go JOGA BONITO :)

i don really feel like writing anything more
altho i have so much to say
so....
for now,
sleep tight people!

2008-04-16T22:04:00.003+08:00

you gotta do what you have to do so that you can do what you wanna do.
- denzel washington

darn nice quote! i just love it. it's so freaking true.
anyway....
year three already.
it's amazing how time flies.
and this is the time of the year... where projects come flocking in.
and the project i dread most is the bioenterprise one.
We have to invent a product.
yeah. freaking INVENT.
so, i'm here to ask your help
If you thought of a great product that no one on the planet earth had thought about before...
I want you!
i mean you in a sense your idea
:)
you might think your idea might sound like crap...
but no worries...
we'll make it work!
hahahaha.

actually i didn't know what to blog about but i wanted to blog.
i think i made a pretty useful post :)
so if you guys have any idea, please tag or you can email it to:
ishy_456@hotmail.com
and if my group gets an 'A'.....i promise i will treat you!
wahahahahahahahahahah.
but a promise is a promise
:)

nites people!

2008-04-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

past few days had been very enjoyable.
went for two tamil movies in a row on sat and sunday.
on saturday went with elder bro to watch Nepali
and on sunday went with both bros to watch Santosh Subramaniyam
both movies were nice la.
but i prefer Santosh!!! haha. darrrrn funny sia! and sentimental :)
anyways, a funny incident happened after the movie on sunday.
I call it: Priceless moment 1
the movie only ended close to 9... and elder bro decided to treat us at pizza hut..
so as we three siblings walked thru amk hub to pizza hut...
i suddenly stopped at St Louis la..
the handbags there quite nice le..
then.. i asked my bro if i could buy one of those...
i mean i always wanted a handbag of my own!
im 19!!wad the!..haha
then.. Ram was like 'hell no! look at the prices! so exx!'
then he walked off the shop la.
but my elder bro was still in the shop.
then i looked at this handbag la... it was like $80 plus..
then i just said... 'nvm la bro... i will get it some other time'...
as i was just about to walk out of the shop....
my elder bro asked the sales lady to pack the bag!!!
:D
i was so freaking shocked!
and the first thing i did was thank my bro asap and walked out of the shop
and flung the bag across Ram's face giving the i-sooooo-got-the-bag and you-were- bloody- wrong look.hahah
he was so freaking shocked too!!!
*priceless moment 1*

Now...priceless moment 2:
As you guys know and for those who don't know...
i got bioenterprise as my elective..
so we have our lectures at the business block.
for the guys in this elective....
they seem so freaking excited to meet the sbm(school of business management) girls.
and they mad a big hooo- haaa on their excitedness and eagerness to meet the "angels"
so...today during the intro talk to the bioenterprise module...
we were supposed to split into groups of three.
this group will merge with another group of three supposedly from sbm.
so as a whole , 1 grp = 3 frm scl and 3 frm sbm
so after we split into this group.... some guys were so freaking eager to know their 'otherhalves'
who supposedly should be the sbm 'angels'
then came the atomic bomb from the lecturer saying that....
this time around we are merging with the SPORTS AND WELLNESS PEOPLE!
wahahahahaha.
dreams shattered!u should see the guys expression!
*priceless moment 2*
and the girls were laughing so loud coz this time around...
hunks are gonna be there *hopefully*
hahahaha.

so yeah.. the 2 priceless moments that i felt like sharing :)

good night!

i'm blessed.thank you elder bro. can any girl be luckier than me to have a bro like you??
even in bad times, just one look at you makes me feel so secured.
i love you bro :)

2008-04-12T00:26:00.005+08:00

hello world.

these few days has been good!

i got a surprise from fellow SCL excos when i entered the club room a few days ago..

it was like super tidy la!

we left it like hell.... but my excos are great people... so they did a great job cleaning! :P

and then.. today morning... went to nyp to give a small talk

for parents of the new freshies..

but that wasn't the highlight...

the highlight was Mr Jay's talk!

omg..

he is so freaking funny!

kinda miss those lessons that we had with him!

hahahaha.

and later today went for Mustangs BBQ cum Victoria's bday celebration!

it was awesome and super fun!

got the opportunity to take my mind off lotsa things.

laughed like mad.

since my blog is so deprived of pictures....

here are some to feast your eyes.

coz u don't get to see a whole row of pictures in my blog often!

hahahaha

enjoy!!!

*the whole group :)*

*birthday baby and I*

*my favourite pic of the nite :)*

*birthday baby and check out her Mustang cake!! :)*

*the ever so funny edgar!*

*the guy who said that my eyes can pierce thru his heart :)*

*the hot TM and cute Alisa*

*Val and Regina :)*

*Ah Foo... i take a pic of you and you take a pic of me..hahaha *

*crazy green guy, Jeff!*

*scandal of the nite :P*

if only forgetting was as easy as saying it.

2008-04-08T21:06:00.003+08:00

its april 2008.
and its been hell of a week.
i mean real hell.
what an emotional roller coaster ride.
i experienced happiness, pain, sadness, excitment, and so many other emotions
in just the first week of april.
let me tell you what happened.
2-4 april was the long awaited freshmen orientation.
3rd april night was EXCOs overnight at Val's house.
4th april at 12.30am i received a news from my bro that my grandmother passed away.
5th april - 8th april: went to attend her funeral.
imagine.
i really wanted to talk about all the good things
that i had been thru during FO and EXCOs overnight.
but nothing is coming for me to put in words
coz all that just went away in a minute when i heard my grandmom passed away.
i've never cried that much for a long time.
how do i put it in words..
imagine your whole family... cousins.. uncles..aunties...grandad all crying so loudly.
my hand is trembling when i write this but i can't help it.
i am so hurt.
if it wasn't for my so supportive cousins...
i think i would have a breakdown.
coz it was the first time when i saw a real coffin and a real dead person.
my grandmom.
so many memories just came crashing down.
altho i wasn't very very close with her...
but i still loved her.
all those times she used to buy for us ice kacang and bring us for shopping.
god.
god.
god.
i just dono what to write.
she was a good soul.
death changes a person.
true.
it has changed me.
my family.
im emotionally and mentally stronger.
at least im learning to be.
i am just so physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted at this point in time.
i dono what else to say.
coz no matter how much i say
i still won't feel better
i am in pain
i need some time
hopefully tmr will be a better day.

I LOVE YOU GRANDMA.

:(

2008-03-28T23:53:00.003+08:00

hello world!
first..let me thank all those who gave me suggestions where to buy jigsaw puzzles!
i bought one at jigsaw world at tampiness mall.
darn expensive... like $72 for a 500 piece puzzle and its frame.
oh well... my hand was too itchy i guess!!
my elder bro was like.... die la your husband! wahahahaha.
ok bro...i'll try to spend lesser! promise :)
today was fun!
went out with my girls (Shu Fung, Amanda, Yamon)
we ate lunch at little india!!hahaha.
how long can we eat the same old chicken rice/ western food?!
needed some spice and zest in our food.
and also because i was vegetarian for this month.
yeah,so we went indian and ate some good indian lunch :P
hahaha
then, we headed to see this movie called Semi Pro at Vivo..
funny movie sia!
and i particularly liked one line that they used in the movie.
ELE.
yeah.
EVERYBODY LOVES EVERYBODY :)
when u catch that movie.. you will understand la.
hahaha.
came home and fixed some of the puzzle pieces and settled to watch this hindi movie called
Rang De Basanti.
gosh, i know it came out long long ago.
But i didn't have a chance to watch it till today.
my god.
it was so touching and very moving.
no wonder it went on to become a blockbuster hit!
so much for the movies..
mom is going to india this sunday.
:(
im gonna miss her like mad.
I only got to spend a few months with her in the past 1 and a half years.
its sad la.
no more home cooked meals.
no one will smile and say welcome back home after a tiring day.
no one will nag me to do things.
the only comforting thing is that she will be coming back in a few months.
i really hope she comes back before june 7th.
i wanna spend my bday with all my family members.
at least for now, elder bro will be here.
SCL stuff keeps me busy.
like a drug of happiness for all the things im gonna miss so badly.
like dad said, it's a sacrifice.

you have a good night.

2008-03-25T22:15:00.003+08:00

heyya!
i discovered something today.
I can't act.
for real.
omg. i cant believe myself.
hahaha.
just came back from shopping with my elder bro.
niceeeee!
he bought me earrings again!
hahahaha
im so crazily addicted to earrings!!!!
hahahaha
i wanted a jigsaw puzzle.
but...
can u believe there is no jigsaw puzzle at all in the whole of amk hub?!
i was disappointed.
where to get good jigsaws sia?
i suddenly have a craving to start fixing some!
if anyone knows where... can tell me? *thanks :)*

I am reading a book now called "GETTING RID OF MATTHEW"
and one interesting testimonial for the book was:
'This is better than reading your best friend's diary, it's like reading your worst enemy's diary'
hahahaha
nice rite!!!
but i don have any worst enemy as far as i know.
i may get angry but it doesn't for too long.
:)

i cant wait for next week!!
two exciting things gonna happen!
hahaha.
will update with lotsa interesting stuffs.
watch out!!!

sleep tight!
:)

2008-03-23T21:07:00.003+08:00

Hey people!
its been a while since i actually wrote something.
hehe.
past few days has been busy but was good!
just some updates...
last friday went to temple coz it was an auspicious day.
i was there for like a few hours sia!
omg.. the longest stay in a temple.hahaha
but it was good sia!
and i saw a mohinder suresh(from heroes) look a like!!!!
really... just one difference... he was a chindian!
wahahaha
anyway...moving on...
today went to the mediacorp studio for yaar antha star finals.
its a singing competition la.
overall it was worth my time i would say!
and my fav singer harini came down!!!
wooohoooo :)
her voice is so heavenly sia!!! she rocks la :)
and the winner, kaushik really deserves the win sia!!
darn good voice!
hahaha.
had a great time.
besides that...most of the time i was working
and in the little spare time i have got...
music fills the space.
i am addicted to it you can say!
hahaha.

and about the results...

yeah i did ok la. i mean i went up by a little.

there is nothing to hide la... from 3.34 to 3.38!hahaha.

i mean i cant say i was disappointed coz i really thought i was gonna drop like mad.

so yeah.. im happy that it didnt.

but the surprise of the century came when i saw Ram's results!

My twin got 6As and 1B+ ya'll!!

Don be jealous people!!. He's Hendro in the making!

Hahaha..

actually he deserved it...he really did.

he worked his ass off sia. all those midnight oils burnt was worth it..

he even used to study in ghostly hours! hehehe.

but anyways..he did help me alot for this exam..

so a big thank you to my evil twin and a big congratulations to the same evil twinnie :)
i am so dead tired now.
have to work tmr...
so c ya!

*the genius in the making and his wonderful sista!*

*aka. Ram and Ishy :)*

lotsa love.

2008-03-22T23:00:00.003+08:00

2008-03-19T21:08:00.003+08:00

why is it very difficult for some of us to treat everyone equally?
why is it that some of us cant even be a little courteous?
not all the people we meet in our lives are gonna be cool and happening like the rest
you tend to meet some different people too.
and these people could be better than the rest altho their looks and their body language might not be the same.
i mean ... pretending to respect and then just teaming up against that poor soul wont do good.
seriously.
if everyone has to be pretty/ handsome/ talk perfect english/ dress up to go with the crowd..
then all will be perfect rite?!
is this world a perfect one?!
you tell me.
will you ever want people to look down on you altho u have all the good qualities but just because you are a lil different?..
no matter how i say rite...
some people just don get it.
and some others will never get it.
it's sad.
and the world is a cruel place.
agreed.
it is a very cold world out there.
nice people are in the verge of extinction.
if you don believe, you will soon realize.
what a world it is out there.

i know.
coz i have been thru.
not once.not twice.
many.

but i have to say, i am blessed with more loved ones that hated ones :)

next time, prehaps you could be more courteous to everyone around you
just try being one
and see the true happiness in the face of others.
its not impossible to like someone
you have to try
you can always learn how to like someone
it's all in you.
believe me.

have a good night :)

2008-03-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

hello world.
it has been quite a while eh.
well.
dono y.
suddenly no mood to share my stories with the world.
kinda want to keep it to myself.
i dono y.
these few weeks hasn't been easy.
mentally i mean.
i am confused.
over pretty alot of stuffs.
kinda fought back at my mom just now.
feeling damn guilty.
and come to think of it.
the real reason why i behaved such ... i dono.
it took me a while to say sorry.
she forgave me instantly :)

i think i am in a mess.
like totally.
i just dono how to explain.

i will clear that up soon.
and i must stop thinking nonsense.
that's exactly what i have been doing for the past few nights.
pure nonsense.

results will be out soon
*crosses fingers*

2008-03-14T21:14:00.002+08:00

i have one word to describe my day today.
HILLARIOUS!
really.
earlier today... the EXCOs met Ms Ler, Ms Diong and Mr Michael.
Mr Michael, you rock la.
He is such a funny guy sia!
we were discussing about FO games la..
then there is this station , the riddles station.
suddenly some of the came up with riddles.

Here to share some.

From Ms Ler,

Which is the most dangerous city in the world?
Ans: Electricity

From Mr Michael,
What did the hat say to the tie?
Ans: You hang around while i go ahead.

Get it?!
i mean you might find it lame or whatsoeva..
but at that moment ah...
when the lecturers came up with these kinda things ah..
we all laughed our heads off la.
It was a great "chat" with them la.
they are fun people.

then.. we had EXCO meeting...
w/o the lecturers.
i should say it was one of the best EXCO meet so far.
wouldn't you agree my EXCOs?
hahaha
:P

i mean i cant really reveal the details
coz its TOP SECRET.
You will know very soon.
If i tell you know, it will spoil all the fun
:)

It was damn draining on us
coz the meeting only ended close to 6.
we used up our brain juice to the maximum!
hahaha.
hope all will turn out well :)

sat and sun should be my "free" days.
i only have a tuition on sat
and on sunday... one of our family friend invited us for dinner.
coz her son scored 5A in A levels and so she wanted to share the joy with us.
i was like. whoa!
it's not easy you know!
congrats krish!
a job well done :)

You can expect something very unexpected soon!

have a good night :)

2008-03-13T08:30:00.003+08:00

yeah.
the second day of OGL training was much better!
hahaha.
val and wyd did good.
and the OGLs were great themselves.
very independent group.
the funniest moment was when abu described my eyes.
wad the hell?!
he was like so exaggerating and said that it can pierce thru your heart!
woahhhhh.
hahahaha.
and guess what's the theme for this year OGLs?
MUSTANGS!!!!
:)

if you don't know what is MUSTANGS rite...
it's from the movie gridiron gang.
a darn good movie i would say.
its to boost team spirit.
if you have the time go watch it ok?!

during the OGL training...
i took some time off to go to the temple coz it was an occasional day mom said.
guess wad?!
i met my cousins!!!did not meet them in a year i guess!
i was so freaking excited la!
all were younger than me but... you know...
the happiness in meeting your cuzzies!!!
all look darn dashing sia!
i was like WHOA!hahaha.
not bad ah the boys in my family... they are getting better as the years go.
we had a great time la.

then after everything..
went back home..
the weather these few days..
heaven i would say..if you are a homely person.
wahahaha.
but seriously...
there's nothing like reading a story book lying on your bed while sipping ice apple tea!
whoaaaaa.
such a relaxed feeling sia!
i'm reading this book called UNDOMESTIC GODDESS by Sophie Kinsella!
to me, its a great book i would say.
somehow i can relate.
maybe coz i find housework the most difficult work in this whole wide world.
hahahahahaha

i have a busy day ahead.
and a meeting with the lecturers' on Freshmen Orientation .
and following that an exco meeting on mapower allocation.

this holiday is flying by right infront of my eyes!
somehow, im happy about it.

SPECIAL THANKS TO: YAMONEEEE!

thanks for calling me up to find out whether i was ok. Thanks for your concern! really appreciate it sweets! i was touched :)

you guys have a great day!

:)

2008-03-11T18:23:00.003+08:00

very disappointing.
sometimes i think why did i commit so much and put my heart into IT
come to think of it i am not even supposed to run it.
i don think i asked for too much from THEM.
be playful when you need to and be serious when you need to
Wad is the point of being playful all the way?!WIll you learn anything?
some people just don get it.
i am not gonna waste my energy anymore.
from now on.. i will just do wad i am supposed to
OVERSEE.
i think i should just keep quiet and observe.
I have tried my best.
The best is not working...so....
I'll STOP.
yeah, as he said... im too hard on myself.
I love myself too much to hurt it.
But i cant help it when others hurt it

Sorry.
If you really mean when you say it..i appreciate it.
but you know something?
sorry really has no cure
It's like you stab someone in their heart and you say sorry..you think its gonna help?

I am not mad at anyone.
Im just disappointed.
Just don't make me regret.
It's all up to you.

*for some readers..if you guys don't get it.. don bother understanding it.. just hope my next entry will be a better and happier one*

you have a good day.
and mine will get better soon.

2008-03-09T12:05:00.000+08:00

LTC is over. PHEW!

hahaha.

it was good especially the performance part was GREAT! :)
wad an experience!
totally satisfied with my EXCOs attitude and their effort during the camp.
REGINA was excellent!
all her effort and her hardwork paid off!
my favourite part was the performance.
all the EXCOs learnt to dance for a korean song in less than an hour and we performed quite well i think. hahaha
the practising part was darn funny seh.
laughing all the way.
For the fotos ah... i have to wait la coz its with my friends... will upload as soon as i get it.

and oh yeah.

A note to my angel,

*Shang Feng*

I am so sorry.. i didn't realize it was you!
actually to come to think of it... you did "take care" of me during the camp sia!
u even sent me a good night msg to my hp!
but i was so dumb. i couldn't guess that it was you.
Now, after i realized it was you...
thank you dear angel for your concern during the camp!
i appreciate it LOADS :)

next is OGL Training session.
I have yet to prepare my presentations for it and it is on coming tuesday!
omg.
very very very busy with my part time jobs and SCL club.
anyways, will try to update my blog regularly too!

take care people :)

2008-03-03T22:15:00.004+08:00

today was the LTC dry run.
it went on ok..
kinda lost my cool but i couldn't help it.
it usually happens during camps
oh well... no point talking about it
i didnt really mean to 'scold' anyone..
i'm still a nice person :)
hahaha

when i came home today..
elder bro prepared for me a peanut butter sandwich.
so sweet :)
and then we were watching TV together....

we saw this program on Arts Central about

BUDHIA.

wat an inspiration that 4 year old was!
he ran 67 km without stopping!

let me tell you a little about Budhia.

Dad: Heavy alcohol drinker ; abuses family

Mom: Has 4 children, Budhia is the youngest. Monthly salary: less than 3 pounds a month.

His dad spends more than half of it drinking. Budhia was sold for 10 pounds to his coach at at the age of 3. His coach accidentally discovered that Budhia has an extraordinary ability to run. You know how he discovered?

When he first adopted Budhia and brought him over to his place, Budhia was very rude to his students. Budhia's coach has his own judo academy in a small town in East India. So, as a punishment, Budhia was asked to run continuously until the coach came out and told him to stop. But what happened was, the coach forgot that he gave the small boy the punishment....and went out. When he returned after six hours, Budhia was still running! can you imagine?!

Since then, he has been training Budhia to run and he wants Budhia to become an olympic champion one day. His training is darn hard and he never lets the boy to drink water while running . Some say, its a very inhuman decision to let a 4 year old to run over 60 km! But the coach believes that there is nothing wrong. The whole program itself moved me la.

I'm not gonna comment on anything but all i can say is he is the first 4 year old to move me this much.

Hats off to you Budhia.

The champ and his proud coach.

2008-02-29T21:28:00.002+08:00

its 29 feb people!!!!
i always wanted a friend whose birthday falls on this day.
i dono y... but i just wish i will find one in the future.
i wanna know how she feels on her birthday that comes once every four years.
dono whether its a curse or a blessing.
but i think its blessing in disguise.
anyway, happy birthday to all 29 feb babies in the world :)

today...busy busy busy..
for the next one week its gonna be busy coz there is leadership training camp(LTC) dry run and the camp itself! then... must prepare for Ogl training and then Freshmen Orientation!!! GOD! there goes my 6 week break.

and i was thinking that i could escape to paradise after exams.

:P

2008-02-28T17:33:00.007+08:00

good day mate!

yeah. great day for me. today, 28 February 2008..... its historical. wahahaha:P
MERDEKA!

and its official.
exams finally ended.
my one month dream.
freedom at last.

I've done my part now, its up to god.
May all go well.
Im not gonna comment how well or how poorly i did my exams.
its useless.
but... i wanna thank a few people.
The people that helped through this one month journey

*dad- for your ever encouraging words. don worry dad. im here for you.

*mom- i mean you did so much for me to mention. you are one great lady.

*elder bro- bro, u rock my world la. thanks for being my support and backbone.

*twin bro- Ram, thanks a million! u helped me alot with BPT.
The relationship we share is a very funny thing.
I hate him as much as i love him. you get it? coz i dont. really.

*friends - Shu Fung/Yamonee/Nicholas and others that helped me.
Thanks you for answering my questions and going through pass year paper answers with me and for letting me photocopy the P.tech tutorials!!! :P

Special thanks to Hendro!! wad happen was ... i was stuck at this question in the mol gen
past year paper...i msgd hendro to see whether he can help.. he gave his email add and asked
me to write to him. i was kinda lazy la.. so i didn't do it... that night, he gave me a call to check
whether the question had been answered! sweet rite!wahahahaha. thanks Hendro !!! :)

exams might be over...but there is still tons of stuffs to do. Mainly scl club stuffs.
over this 6 week break, alot of things are about to happen and hopefully all goes smoothly!

before i end this post, check out this video. Its from the indian students who are studying in Monash University. Its a darn hillarious clip. For indians, you will get the whole joke. For my other friends... you will also get the joke la but some aprts got indian movie scenes la.. thats y...if you are free watch it ok!

tata!

2008-02-25T22:29:00.001+08:00

guess wad?
got a call from the SAO office today.
they found ram's lost bag.
wahahahah.
alittle too late la coz i finshed my P.tech exams
but still god listened and gave me back my file.
:)

thank you god.

*********

sometimes it's better to let go.
at one point in your life
you will learn that wadever happens
its for your own good
and let nature take its course.

2008-02-22T20:07:00.004+08:00

yesterday something interesting happened.
just after i blogged, mom said we had to go to temple coz it was a special day
i was like... ok... so my mom, elder bro and I went to temple...
just when we finished praying... and as we were walking out of the temple,
we saw this good looking chap... around his 20s with his new black audi car!
omg. co incindentallay... me and my bro were like talking so much about the car earlier that day..
he was like saying he wanted to buy one and all...
and when we saw the car with the white head lights ah....
we were melting la. dammmmmmn nice. (now i see y shang feng is attracted to cars) :P
oh well....

today i received a forwarded mail from andrew.... and it was damn touching la and i really liked it... for those who don't value your family members..... i hope after reading this you appreciate the things they do for you.

F A M I L Y

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,

'Oh excuse me please' was my reply.

He said, 'Please excuse me too;

I wasn't watching for you.'

We were very polite, this stranger and I.

We went on our way and we said goodbye.

But at home a different story is told,

How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,

My son stood beside me very still.

When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.

'Move out of the way,' I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken.

I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed,

God's still small voice came to me and said,

'While dealing with a stranger,

Common courtesy you use,

But the family you love, you seem to abuse.

Go and look on the kitchen floor,

You'll find some flowers there by the door.

Those are the flowers he brought for you.

He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,

You never saw the tears that filled his little eyes.'

By this time, I felt very small,

And now my tears began to fall.

I quietly went and knelt by his bed;

'Wake up, little one, wake up,' I said. '

Are these the flowers you picked for me?'

He smiled, 'I found 'em, out by the tree.

I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.

I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue.'

I said, 'Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;

I shouldn't have yelled at you that way.'

He said, 'Oh, Mom, that's okay.

I love you anyway.'

I said, 'Son, I love you too,

And I do like the flowers, especially the blue.'

FAMILY

Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company

That we are working for could easily replace us in

A matter of days.

But the family we left behind will feel the loss

For the rest of their lives.

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more

Into work than into our own family,

An unwise investment indeed,

Don't you think?

So what is behind the story?

FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

but please, do not forget about your siblings :)

2008-02-21T17:56:00.003+08:00

hey people!!
im back after going through hell.
practically.
out of 7 papers... 4 papers ended!! :D
GREAT NEWS!
hahaha.

i am very tired and have panda eyes!!!! LOL. never mind. today exam ended at 11 am... wanted to go home and sleep.. ...but......elder bro called me to go out with him... and how on earth can i say NO! hahaha..so i went along... it was fun going out with him after a very very long time! we went to amk hub..city hall....shopping all along! hahaha. then we talked about the future..making all sorts of nonsensical plans... and also about ineteresting topics... some of the topics include: India's richest people.... world's best universities... songs... movies...cars... dreams and etc etc etc... tooooooooooo many to mention! hahaha. he's a great company la coz im sure most of u know i am not a very quiet person....hahahaha:P

i cant really blog peacefully coz i got 3 more freaking papers left and 2 of them i'm suspecting are gonna be HARD. i mean killer papers... so i better get some rest and get my ass to start studying.
before i go.. check out ram charan tej...he's a telugu actor... and he's awesome!he acted in the movie chirutha and that was his first one... but all i can say is he's too good :)

here is my favourite shot of him from his intro song...

Now, will someone please pass me a fan!!! :P

tata!! :)

2008-02-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

today was awesome!!!

was it my lucky charm?! :P

2008-02-15T23:43:00.003+08:00

i lost all my Protein Tech tutorials, lab reports and own notes :(

disaster!

ram lost his bag and it was in his bag! he lost it at NYP mac...HAIZ!!! it was a black puma bag... he lost it at night, after dinner.

i want my blue file back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all my hardwork gone.

:(

if anyone saw it please do let me know!!!i need that for exams!!

:(

GOD. help me.

2008-02-14T20:17:00.002+08:00

someone wants to tell you how much they care
someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
someone wants to share their dreams with you
someone wants to hold you in their arms
someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms
someone treasures your spirit
someone wishes they could STOP time because of you
someone can't wait to see you
someone wishes that things didn't have to change
someone wants to be with you
someone hears a song that reminds them of you
someone wants you to know they are there for you
someone is glad that you're their friend
someone wants to be your friend
someone stayed up all night thinking about you
someone is alive because of you
someone is wishing that you would notice them
someone wants to get to know you better
someone believes that you are their soul mate
someone wants to be near you
someone misses your guidance and advice
someone values your guidance and advice
someone has faith in you
someone trusts you
someone needs your support
someone needs you to have faith in them
someone needs you to let them be your friend

SOMEONE LOVES YOU

someone loves you for who you are
someone loves the way you make them feel ;
the list of love does not stop

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone

At this point in time, i would like to say a big I LOVE YOU to all my friends <3

*hugs*

2008-02-10T12:33:00.000+08:00

study break is killing me.
the thought of studying whole of feb is killing!
damn these 7 papers. lol.
moving on to something nicer, many things happened these few days.
Im just not in the postion to let out... when the time comes i will :)

yesterday....i saw this chinese movie on tv. so funny sia.
Its about how a girl lost her husband in a mahjong game and how she wins him back with the very mahjong game! all the dead serious part of the movie was also funny coz the script was written that way! Like for example, after the girl lost her husband, she will climb on top of this tall building to kill her self. Just then, in the opposite building, this old man will be playin mahjong and asks her " are u in a rush to die? care for a game or two of mahjong?!" i was like... wad the!!! hahaha.

and today another movie... this time an indian movie.. actually saw this movie before already..but i liked the story line... so no harm watching it again.. it's titled Jillunu Ooru Kadhal.
Its about this guy who loved a girl named Ishu(haha. yea. we share the same name :P) in the college and got married to her.... but then the Ishu's dad separated them..then he will marry another girl, Kundhavi according to his uncle's wish. When Kundhavi reads about his college diary she will arrange for Ishu and her husband to meet aftr 6 yrs...
I mean its a full lengthed love story la with awesome songs!hahaha[To my chinese friends out there, please don't think that the song revolves around a tree!]

come to think of it..how many lucky people get to live with their true love?!ehem ehem... lets not think too far... for this valentines if you are celebratng it with your true love...my heartfelt congratulations!! :)

for the other singles like me... don need to rush to find a valentine yeah?!its all fated...one day he/she will surely appear and blow you away! :)... but say if you are really depressed this vday... gimme a call! i'll cheer you up! and believe me... i'm kinda good in that :P

lotsa love.

2008-02-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

today's post is dedicated to yamoneee!!

happy birthday dear yamonee!!

its been two years since we've met and i have never regretted meeting you!

Let me tell you 5 interesting facts about her:

1. She finishes her soup before even touching her noodles!

2. She gets super hyper when she doesn't get enough sleep

3. She will be talking to us normally but sometimes, all of a sudden she ends her sentence with this very ang moh english accent! and sometimes she doesn't even realize it!haha

4. she notices girls more than guys!

5.She is the only person on planet earth who knows she has personality disorder even before getting diagnosed! :P

but on top of all of these, i like her best when she says " RAM! better treat your sister nicely u know!" hahahaha. thanks darlz!! may this birthday bring you endless joy and happiness!

looking forward to our attachment in australia!haha :)

I love you yamoneeeee!

omg. i wasted 2 freaking days, and nothing is getting into my brains! :X

2008-02-06T20:09:00.000+08:00

hello people!!

i bet ya'll know about Wilmer's Yo' mama show. here are some of the jokes i found online. some were darn mean but i just picked out the funny ones. This is dedicated to all my MB friends who are madly studying. Chill ok!!haha

and please let me say that i really love my mom and i truly respect all the moms in the world. These are just merely jokes yeah. Please don't take them seriously. Be more open minded guys :)

ready??here we go!

Yo' momma's so poor, I went to her house and took down some cobwebs, and she said, "Who's tearing down the drapes?!"

Yo' momma's so poor, when I saw her kicking a cardboard box down the street, I asked what she was doing, and she said "Moving!"

Yo' momma was in NTUC with a box of plastic bags. I said, "What ya doin'?" She said, "Buying luggage!" {Singapore version}

Yo' momma's so poor, I came over for dinner and saw three cookies on the table; I took one, and she said "Don't be greedy!"

Yo' momma's so poor, I walked into her house, asked to use the bathroom, and she said, "Third tree to your right!"

Yo' momma's so poor, after I pissed in your yard, she thanked me for watering the lawn!

Yo' momma's so poor, burglars break in her house and leave money!

Yo' momma's so poor, the Somalians are sending HER food!

Yo' momma's so poor, she can't even afford to pay attention!

Yo' momma's so po', she can't even afford the "or"!

Yo' momma's so poor, when she wrote a check, the whole bank bounced!

had a great study break?
ok now go get back to ur books!!
hahaha.

and yeah, let me wish all my chinese friends...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
haiz. y chinese people only can give ang pau after they are married?!
please note ten years down the road i will be expecting ang pau from all my chinese friends! :)

2008-02-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

good lord!
its already nearing... this final year exams ahhh!
come to think of it i like this period coz time flies!
hahaha.
Today we had bioinformatics revision.
it was kinda intensive coz we really spent more than three hours with him today.

and guess wad?! we did more than bioinfo actually!
he taught us about relationships and stuffs. Maybe he sensed that my class needed the advise out of all the other MB classses!haha

i liked a few things that he said and would like to share it with ya'll....

For a successful relationship, be it with your friends or bf/gf or parents or siblings... you need to understand the other person's language of love. If we could identify which language suits them the best and speak to them with that language, your relationship can be secured or improve if it is currently in a bad situation.

The five languages of love:

1. Quality time - some people might want you to spend time with them
2. Affirmation - some people might want you to let them know that you appreciate them.
3. Gifts - some people expect gifts from you to make their day
4.Physical touch - not necessarily sexual, but just normal hugs and kisses. Just to let them know that you are there for them
5. He said you gotta buy the book if you wanna know! :(

wad a wonderful thing eh?! i think its totally true la.
and i identified the language of love that i should use with my family members!

Dad- Affirmation
Mom- Quality time
Elder bro-Quality time
Ram- he's one of a kind. Im just needed when he needs my help :X Altho i frequently say i hate him, deep inside there is still this love for him coz after all he's my twin :)

If you are wondering wads my language of love.... hahahaha.... find out yourself yeah!! :P

besides that, he also said that you can learn to love anyone. Hmm... when he said that it made me think... i mean he just said it...but it some how made me think deeper. leave it...

but the one last thing he said that i totally agree was...

relationships are definitely harder than BIOINFORMATICS! hahaha. Hell yeah William!

with that smile on your face, i'll stop for now.
but there's more to come!

:)

2008-02-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

hello people!
yeah, i am back.
please don't analyze the reason of me going and making a return now.
just be happy that i started blogging again :)
yeah, bad time to start blogging coz got exams coming up...
haha
but do read when u are taking your break :P
today, was good.
Mr.Michael is so darn funny.
He really made our day during Protein tech lesson :)

and one more thing.
Happy Birthday FIL!!!
may every moment from this 22nd be a blast!
no matter wad, we love you :)

i'll catch ya'll soon :)